Sunday, April 27, 2008
We found out yesterday that the young girl did not chose us! I was a little disappointed, however I know in my heart that just was not our baby! I am very encouraged by our new agency!! Even though we found out that baby was not ours Jane told me their was a young girl that would be seeing our profile yesterday along with two others! I am hopeful that we will receive good news here very soon! Just to know our book has been shown twice now in less then 3 weeks is great! When you consider our profile has not been seen even one time with the other agency in almost 6 months this is really really great! So I have hope! We have hope for our little angel to be with us before we know it! Your never know we could have our call today that out little angel is being born! I have to say I do not know how I will handle the call! I believe we are ready, but how do we really now for sure! I hope I can remain claim and not completely freak!!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
It is Sunday night and we should be hearing somthing from Jane tomorrow about if we are still being considered for J's baby boy! I have to say my nerves are so shot! I now that if this is the baby we are meant to have as our little boy it will happen. I am still happy knowing that our profile is being shown. I would not be honest if I was to say we were not going to be dissapointed if we are not chosen. At the same time I really feel at peace! I know in heart are baby is coming and our child will be in our arms very soon!
Monday, April 14, 2008
It is so exciting to get a call from my new social worker! She is always so sweet and always has such kind and encouraging words! This call was extra special, Jane said she could not leave work until she called me to let me know that our profile had been shown today to a young girl expecting a boy in July!! It is the first time our profile has been shown. I was just happy to know that they were showing our profile!! Then Jane told me that she had taken our profile home along with one other couples! How exciting! I am doing my best not to get overly excited or my hopes up! I know in my heart if this is what God wants for us, this little baby boy, it will happen!! Right know My thoughts and prayers are with this young girl, that God will feel heart with peace, and guide her to the right family! This young girl is doing such an amazing selfless act of love for her unborn child. We have not yet spoken and I know very little about her but somehow I already respect and admire her. Even if it is not us that she picks I will be praying for her and her family!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
I have had so much fun picking out everything for the nursery! Now that I am more or less done with the nursery I am so ready for our little angle. It looks like I am going to have to pick out a new project to take on! Lately the waiting has been difficult for me. I am sure that I am not the only one that has a hard time with the long wait! I am just ready!!! I pray that word comes soon! I am ready for the call that will change our life forever! Our amazing gift from God! Our baby!
Thursday, April 10, 2008
The other night as I am doing some research on adoption I came across a small agency in GA. On their site it read UGENT Caucasian families needed! I called the next day and spoke with Jane Gilbert. She told me they had adopted 8 babies last month and it had caused there pool of families to dry up!! Only 3 families left in the pool! She said they would wave their up front fees! So I contacted Bethany and they said that they are a highly respect agency! Denise with Bethany sent Jane my file as of today she has my profiles!! We are ready to be shown! It will be nice just to know our profile has been shown! In the 5 months of being with Bethany our profile has yet to be shown!!! It is so exciting to think we could have a little one any day now!!!